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Book Description ***Inspired by true events*** I can't remember the last time I felt completely safe. Security seemed more like a luxury to me, reserved for those who were fortunate enough to have picture perfect childhoods. For those who didn't bear the ugly scars that keep me bound in constant, debilitating fear. I've run from that fear my entire life. But when I met him, for once, I couldn't run anymore.
He scared the hell out of me in a way that excited every fiber of my being. It wasn't the tattoos or the piercings. It wasn't the warmth that seemed to radiate from his frame and blanket me whenever he was near. It was just...him. The scary beautiful man that threatened to alter 23 years of routine and rituals, and make me face my crippling fear.
My name is Kami and I am constantly afraid. And the thing that scares me the most is the very thing I want.
"Don't worry," he smiled, pulling me into the hard warmth of his chest. "I've got you. I'll always catch you when you fall."
And just like that, Blaine had staked his claim on the untouched part of me that no living soul had ever moved. He had captured every fear, every reservation, and crushed them in the palm of his inked hand.
Author Disclaimer: Abuse is real- verbal, emotional, physical and sexual. It takes place all around us; it doesn't discriminate against race or gender, wealth or poverty. It affects us all- those of us who've had to live through it, or watch it happen, even those of us who've only heard about it. We are all affected. We are all forever changed.
This is not a story for the faint of heart; this is the story of one woman's very real struggle through a world against her, the people who hurt her, her real life demons and the people who showed her that every gray sky, no matter how dark, has a sun waiting to break through. *This is a stand alone novel*
Reviews "This is what you deserve, Kamilla, You're a dirty filthy whore. And whores need to be beaten. You make me do this to you. You make me hurt you. I wouldn't do it if I didn't love you."
Kami's childhood was a living hell. Her days are filled with fear...her dreams are littered with hate and despair. She is damaged...she is broken. Kami does her best to keep it together with the help of her two best friends - Angel and Dom. Every day is a struggle for her and she is no stranger to numbing her anxiety filled existence with booze. Kami had her share of hook-ups and one night stands and never allowed any relationship to develop into anything series. She didn't feel that she was able to be in a relationship since she carried around
more emotional baggage than a luggage factory. Kami believed that any man that scratch the surface of what she held inside would run for his life. Then she meets Blaine. For the first time ever Kami feels something in addition to fear...she feels something real with Blaine after sharing one hell of tequila soaked body shot. One man tore Kami's world apart. Now another man wants to break down the emotional fortress that formed around her heart and just love and protect her. Will Kami's fears and violent past allow her to let Blaine in?
"There was too much...there. I don't know what is was that crackled between us, but it was there. And it was confusing the hell out of me."
Blaine is a scary-beautiful bartender covered in tattoos and some well-placed piercings. Blaine, who has own emotional baggage falls for Kami in a big way. Blaine and Kami's story unravels so smoothly from alternating points of view.
"He represented something that I could never have: a serious relationship, companionship, trust...love. I had to keep reminding myself of that fact."
S.L. Jennings Fear of Falling is truly an emotional journey into the heart of a survivor. Pack your bags for one hell of an emotional roller coaster ride that will haunt you. This isn't your hearts and flowers romance. Be prepared to be exposed to a story filled with heartache, love, violence, lust, stress, fear and happiness. FoF is one of those stories that will stay with you long after you close your Kindle cover.
While this story was gut wrenching at times...I did find myself laughing from the dialogue between Angel, Kami and Dom. While there is drama...there is also a sweet steam factor. Blaine and Kami's chemistry is there...in a big way.
Oh Blaine....what a rock star. He might be my new book boyfriend. This book is not to be missed. FIVE haunting stars! No cliffhanger.
+++LOVED S.L. Jennings book references+++ Kami and I have the same taste in books ; )
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