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Blackout

Erin TengQuist

January February 2012


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L i s t e n i n g t o J a m i r q u i s m i l e . E v e ry one left, and I am chillen with laptop a n d v o d k a c r a n . L a c e y m e t m e b a c k at t h e loft, after I had been out in Venice. It wa s c o o l , w e n t t o S e a n G r ay s y o g a c l a s s , a n d g o t a r e j u v e n at i o n . I h a d a g r e at t i m e feeli n g en erg i z ed fro m t h e yo ga, a n d w en t o u t t o t h e h o t s p o t s pa r t y . I t wa s a l i t tle more ch i ll than th e last on e. I du n no w h at t h e f u c k I h av e t o d o t o g e t m y s e l f b a c k o n t r a c k . I h av e b e e n l i v i n g l i f e a little more on a fine line. It is more or l e s s t h e r e l at i o n s h i p s t h at I f e e l c l o s e w i t h a n d c o m f o r ta b l e w i t h t o b e a b l e t o do those types of drugs with.


Bella HOward


Blackout Uncensored Erin TengQuist January February 2012


- CHRYSTA BELL


L i s t e n i n g t o J a m i r q u i s m i l e . E v e ry one left, and I am chillen with laptop a n d v o d k a c r a n . L a c e y m e t m e b a c k at t h e loft, after I had been out in Venice. It wa s c o o l , w e n t t o S e a n G r ay s y o g a c l a s s , a n d g o t a r e j u v e n at i o n . I h a d a g r e at t i m e feeli n g en erg i z ed fro m t h e yo ga, a n d w en t o u t t o t h e h o t s p o t s pa r t y . I t wa s a l i t tle more ch i ll than th e last on e. I du n no w h at t h e f u c k I h av e t o d o t o g e t m y s e l f b a c k o n t r a c k . I h av e b e e n l i v i n g l i f e a little more on a fine line. It is more or l e s s t h e r e l at i o n s h i p s t h at I f e e l c l o s e w i t h a n d c o m f o r ta b l e w i t h t o b e a b l e t o do those types of drugs with.

L i s t e n i n g t o J a m i r o q u a i . s m i l e . E v e ry one left, and I am chillen with laptop a n d v o d k a c r a n . L a c e y m e t m e b a c k at t h e l o f t , a f t e r I h a d b e e n o u t i n V e n i c e . I t wa s c o o l , w e n t t o S e a n G r ay s y o g a c l a s s , a n d g o t r e j u v e n at e d . I h a d a g r e at t i m e f e e l i n g en erg i z ed fro m t h e yo ga, a n d w en t o u t to t h e h o t s p o t s pa r t y . I t wa s a l i t t l e m o r e c h i l l t h a n t h e l a s t o n e . I d u n n o w h at t h e f u c k I h av e t o d o t o g e t m y s e l f b a c k o n t r a c k . I h av e b e e n l i v i n g l i f e a l i t t l e m o r e o n a f i n e l i n e . I t i s m o r e o r l e s s t h e r e l at i o n s h i p s t h at I f e e l c l o s e w i t h a n d t h o s e t h at I f e e l c o m f o r ta b l e w i t h t o b e a b l e t o d o t h o s e types of drugs with.


Things will get better, but then I just end up getting fucked up and writing more. It is this cycle, of listening to music, and wanting to transcend.



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