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Brain on Porn (Social #3) No change at all? "I am going to be honest the road is fucked up... just hold your position go slow in this topic..."​ ​ - DeYtH Banger


Brain on Porn (Social #3) by DeYtH Banger


Content Quotes Part 1 Chapter - 0 Chapter - 0.1. Chapter - 0.2. Chapter - 0.3.


Quotes "There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered." -Nelson Mandela "Most of American life consists of driving somewhere and then returning home, wondering why the hell you went." - John Updike


Part 1 It happen again? ... SLIGHT SHOT!


Chapter - 0 We can come over to this behavior of masturbating... always we expect different results... in different aspects in life.... Like getting more social... like getting my life as whole and so on and so on... ... This expectations... not met in the end it will make you to masturbate. And then comes the people who say that masturbation is normal... it's not bad... "stop judging me" and stuff like that... But let's be honest this masturbation thing isn't done only from you... I just saw myself doing it... Now I am out of it... but I did it... - Because of headache - Because feeling worthlessd - Because of depression - Because of stress I thought this whole process is from whole new level... but it's not... in the end I do it for the pleasure.

- She did it... he is going there to get it "Why am I not going to get something out of this?" - So my problem was that I was looking for people who were doing this activity... so to feel safe in doing it. I won't be doing it on first place if porn doesn't existed COME ON... HOME STAYING AND MASTURBATING... NOT REALLY MOTIVATING BUT HE WAS DOING IT SHE WAS LIKING IT THEN THERE WAS THE PORN IN WHICH THERE IS A GIRL WHO IS HOME ALONE NO GUY NO... OTHER PEOPLE AND SHE STARTS SAYING DIRTY/SLUTY STUFF WHILE LOOKING AT THE CAMERA... LIKE TOUCH YOUR DICK SLOWLY NOW STROKE IT NOW STOP DO IT AGAIN... DO IT FOR ME...


I HAD A WAY OF DEELING WITH THIS WHOLE SHIT COME ON... I HAVE WRITTEN TWO BOOKS ON THIS TOPIC... BUT SOME HOW PUSHUPS AND PULL-UPS AND ALL THIS NEW STUFF REALLY DIDN'T HELP ME... IT REALLY WAS MAKING ME LOST MOTIVATION IN JERKING OFF BUT WHEN THERE IS TON AND PLENY OF MATERIAL ON THE INTERNET - PORN... IT JUST COMES UP MORE AND MORE... THIS TYPE OF ADDICTIVE BEHAVIOR STARTS FROM SIMPLE MOVIE AND CURIOSITY... THEN GOING DEEPER AND DEEPER... THAT'S ALL SOME PEOPLE ARE DOING THIS FOR 11 YEARS JERKING OFF OTHERS HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 6-7 YEARS... THIS WHOLE BEHAVIOR FOR SOME PEOPLE IS EASY TO BE REMOVED FOR OTHERS... HELL OF A LOT OF TROUBLE.


Chapter - 0.1. Some people just do it for the hell of escape of reality. Somebody fuck them over... their mom is angry, their dad is mentally fucked up and all type of bad shit... gets in their mind... it starts from little and it goes up to the top level. And once that happen they are ready to go... One guy told me... that if he should jerk off... he needs few hours aside... first to relax and calm with music and books then after 30-40 minutes goes to porn and in the end of the story he ends up jerking off... This could be a girl not only a guy. and

I am not sure how things go with pussy... I am not a female to know this shit... I have seen porn and read stories about girls getting fucked... but not really know how is the experience. So if it's a dick and you start playing with it the right way... it's going to create pleny of pleasure once done that... you just can't stop. To be horny just starts with removing all type of fears and phobias and the brain goes on action... - GO WATCH THAT - GO READ THAT - GO SEE THAT - TYPE THIS NOW It starts with sending you commands on the brain what to do... it could be watching "Big Dick porn" up to "Bondage Porn category (surfing)" up to "Sloppy Blowjob"... up to "Pornstarts making handjob" and pleny of shit... you could be having fetish with nails and footjobs and feetjobs... all this commands on the long run are going to fuck you up. It could start just with put your hands in your pants... "Just to feel how hard is the cock." MASTURBATING AND JERK-OFF THIS WHOLE THING COULD BE A COPING MECHANISM TO GO THE FUCKED UP DAY... IT COULD BE LIKE:


- Your days is fucked up... why you don't come over and give a try (handjob) - You are depressed and stressed!?... JUST COME OVER AND LET'S TRYING PLAYING WITH THE BALLS (handjob) Note: On the internet there are videos which are about 12-13 minutes of how one woman... like Brandy Love (Pornstar).... gives a handjob and blowjob... If you have problems with porn and trying to deal with it... such material is going to brain-fuck you... you gonna watch from curiosity 6 minutes... then more 6 minutes and you could be ready to go and if not you are going search for more and more material around this topic. - Life is worthless .... why you don't come over and give a try (handjob) - You suck... if you want to become cool... come over and give a try (handjob) ....

On the internet there are all types of fetishes... starting from a woman faced (fuck) with a dick... aka trany.. This fetish to a male figure it's like mental masturbation! Too much of this pornography and you are just living in fantasy world... you start building walls... you start creating personality which is out of your self-image (Let's say this... like for example if you are male and you are supposed to fuck ... females... the whole thing to fuck males... is like seeing the person next to you is a woman... the gay sex is more likely a role-play... that's what my conclusion on such topic is!) And such tranny like this one and seeing what this shemale is doing like... giving herself blowjob... spiting on her dick... and so on and so on seeing this... and at first plaace having problems with pornography at all you are going to be taken like a piece of chocolate. So as conclusion - Doing it the right way with the dick... you gonna get hell of a pleasure and you create in yourself craving patterns of doing this action again and again. If you are addicted to this thing and you are now working on how to get out of it and you get some kinda of progress and then you come back again to this craving patterns... nothing more than TRYHARD JOB - YOU ARE DOING! What person like you is doing is trying to forget something it goes like a week... then coming back to this whole process is like rewardng your brain once that done you just gonna come again and again... MASTURBATION FROM SIDE IS JUST A REWARD SYSTEM... ONCE YOU GET A REWARD YOU WANNA MORE


FROM THAT STUFF! As for pussy probably the right way and doing it slowly and holding it and doing fast and slow and holding it... - probably this will be action... but again in the end masturbation isn't good as you think... it touches brain rewards system and once that happen you are not anymore normal, if you look it from a side... spending 5 minutes as beginning on porn and then with time after 2-3 years... spending like 2-3 hours... For finding the proper material! ... Going deep in this whole is nothing more than fucking yourself over and over... ... 2-3 hours research is wasted time... if you start wasting after 2-3 years so much time... how the the fuck is going to look your future as assumption? WASTED LIFE


Chapter - 0.2. Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!, Nooooo, no... you are not fine!,


Chapter - 0.3. STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing!, STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's rethink the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's rethink the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing! STOP, STOP, STOP, STOP... come over and let's re-think the whole thing!


Chapter - (1) No, You are not Fine! Yes, really! You are really not fine... it's time parents to stop self-fuck their children with thoughts like. "Pornography is normal thing... everyone has been on that road." "When I was on your age... I was also doing it..." "Masturbation is normal... I started with playboy magazines..." "Masturbation is not a bad habbit..." Pornography is neither normal or something which you should be continue doing it ... in my privious books I talked a lot of about porn... I even put some quotes from other books and put pleny of material if you haven't read the privious books... go over them and then come here. - I really mean this, after all we need to be on the same road... right!? ... Masturbation is bad habbit and you need to do something about it, don't go with putting to much stress. Start with just reducing the amouth of it... like if you are doing weekly like 5-6... you are fucked up on in a day you go on a row like 3-4 ... you are really fucked up... If this is the problem you can stop this whole thing... by reducing it... go in a day with one... in a week with 2-3 as first... then once a week... and so on and so on... Just reduce the number! Don't read books which are going to motivate you to go on this road of masturbation. My behavior started in more fucked up level, once I got a masturbation book ... and it said masturbating is good a thing... - No it's not! (Let's face the truth... let's be honest...) Just don't go over reasons and things which are going to make you feel accepted of doing masturbating things... focus on the negative side... focus on what more thing you could be doing that... touching your fucking dick aka for pleasure or the fucked up slut... think of what you could be doing... out of playing which some kinda cocky pussy...


Chapter - (2) - Fuck Me


Probably you are right... deep down I am also fucked up like you... my craving started from curiousity and reading books which approve my actions. So if I need to jerk-off or masturbate or do something a need somebody to approve this moves, this could happen by he or she doing the same activity or reading a erotic comic or book. The best way which I helps in getting to masturbation mind is reading self-help which says "Pornography is normal..." and stuff like this which in other words means that it tolerates all types of action around porn. Everyone in this whole world have a skeleton in their closet! ... My life went fucked up... beating myself for doing this bad habbit up to constant needing and feeling like I am obligated to do it... It starts from small imagery up to videos and audiobooks... nowadays there are books like Fifty Shades of Grey and even twilight porn of teen (books) and going around such books is like mentally fucking yourself up ... It's like a jerk off, BUT FOR THE BRAIN!


You have the whole right to say to me "Fuck you"... but let's be honest you have a problem with this pornography you just can't stop it. If you want to get rid of this problem here is how is going to happen. First, less time alone with yourself Second, do some outside activities Third, create new habbits (this is going to replace old once)


Chapter - (3) - Deadly Secrets PEE - Please keep in mind that urine and faeces are waste products. In other words, it contains stuff that your body doesn't need once it's processed all the stuff it does need from food and drink. It ideally shouldn't go back into your body or that defeats the purpose of excreting. Also, you may have heard that urine is sterile but that's only the case before it leaves the bladder. On the way out it collects any sort of bacteria and germs that exists in the pee tract. Some people and groups throughout the world are absolutely outraged at the fact that porn is so massive in this world. The sex industry, however, remains one of the most profitable industries in the entire world, beating out technology, retail, and even Hollywood. With such a huge demand and with all of the profits available to be had, how can the porn industry be so bad? Here are ten little known facts about the porn industry that every teenager should probably know before logging into a free site. Profits

The sex industry remains one of the largest, most profitable industries in the entire world. This includes street prostitution, strip clubs, phone sex, and pornography. All of these combined earn billions every single year. Production

In the adult film industry, over 13,000 adult videos are produced every single year, which amasses around $13 billion in profit. In comparison, Hollywood released 507 movies in 2014 and only earned around 8.8 billion dollars. Money, Money, Money


When you combine The National Football League, The National Basketball Association, and Major League Baseball, the porn industry still earns more. Even further, when you combine NBC, CBS, and ABC all together, the porn industry remains on top in terms of cash. Unique Visitors

Every single second of every single day, there are as many as 30,000,000 unique visitors viewing porn. That means, by the time it took you to finish this sentence, millions upon millions of people were watching pornography. Search Terms


Within America, the most searched porn-related word in the entire nation is Creampie, followed closely by Teen. This tends to change, especially depending on which state you happen to find yourself in, as each area has their own specific tastes. Rumored Ban

There has been a rumor circulating for years now that claims Australia will ban any pornographic movie that shows a women with A-cup or smaller breasts. This is, obviously, quite false. UK Traffic

Internet pornography within the UK currently receives more traffic than any single social network website, shopping, gaming, finance, or travel website in their entirety. The UK people love their naked bodies. Real Life Sex

Recent studies have proven that teenagers all across the world – in almost every country possible –


use pornography as a way to learn about real life sex and what to do when it happens to them. Women vs. Men

Women do watch porn, this much is completely evident, but most studies have proven that more men watch porn than women these days. That number is changing constantly, though, and may be different next year. Addiction

Apparently, 10 percent of adults in the world have admitted to having an online porn addiction. Treatment centers have been springing up with various programs to help these individuals. Note: Porn is like a deadly wish... promises you a awesome escape from life with instant pleasure but in the end you feel guilty about this....


Chapter 4 - Enough No need for more pain... No Need to BULLSHIT ourselves No Need to fuck ourselves with self-destruction thoughts... Just no need to say - "Not worthy" - "I suck" - "I should die.." - "I don't deserve to live on this planet..." - "No Need to live... I should just kill myself.."


Chapter 5 - Wanting to Die Jocko Willink’s Thoughts On Suicidal Depression I hear from people sometimes who feel there’s nowhere else to go—there’s no way out, and they don’t have any more options. And they are considering taking the only way out they can see, and that is they want to take their own life. And to anybody out there that’s in that place. I don’t really know what exactly to tell you, but I can kinda tell you what I think. I think No. I think No: don’t save that last bullet for yourself. Don’t save it for yourself… You lock and load that last bullet and you shoot it at your enemy [suicidal depression]. And when you’re out of bullets, get out your knife and attack with that. And if you lose your knife, you grab your enemy by the throat and you keep fighting, and you keep fighting, and you keep fighting, and you keep fighting —no matter what. And you never quit. You never, never quit. And if you feel like your life is in a place where you can’t get any lower, and you don’t think you can find any way out… good. Because that means the ultimate challenge is ahead of you. It means you can only go up. And it also means that things are gonna be tough. Things are gonna be tougher than anything you can imagine. But that storm that you’re in—from your perspective—it seems like that storm is enveloping the whole world. But I am telling you, it is not. The storm that you’re in, it is hard to see out of that storm. It’s hard to see past it. It seems like the storm is everything. But the storm is not everything. And it won’t last forever. You can get out of the storm, and you will get out of the storm, and when you get out… you’re gonna see the sun, again. But right now, you’re being tried. You’re being forged. You’re being tested by fire and by pain. That’s the test. Don’t fail the test. Don’t fail the test. Don’t give in. Don’t quit. Don’t ever quit. Fight on. Fight through the storm. Fight through the pain, and come out the other side stronger and tougher and better. A fighter. A survivor. A winner. Victorious. Closing Words and Practical Advice on Suicidal Depression If you are struggling with suicidal depression or serious mental health struggles, as Jocko advises: never quit.


Chapter 6 - xE Note: I am on this topic more deeper than ever... the porography was just the beginning of my deep look... now going more deeper around other variety of topics. (Deeper Level is everywhere...) My problem is more likely coming from adaptable ENVIROMENT. I adapt stuff... I can't just see them a picture... and act like a copy cat... I want to see them and feel them. Life is seeing... feeling and words to mouth. ... Shhhhh .. Shhh ... And this here is the silent jerk-off... Throwing one and another and then fuckin around... Masturbating... I don't do it because of sleep back feeling... but because anxiety and depression... Getting constantly abandoned... It doesn't motivate you to go to somewhere... Jerk-Off... is a stuck of behavior... YOU JUST NEVER GOING TO GET OUT FROM THIS LOOP HOLE.


Chapter 7 - You Masturbated Sounds bad, if you are here on this chapter right now... I know the reason probably today you did it few times, yesterday you got one relapse. Probably the privious week you done few in row... now you are going to do it again and there are blocks which are making to do it. As for me I have been around masturbating books and self-help books about such type of bad habbits... bad addictions and I know how far a thing goes if you want to truly get out of this cycle you need to read the first two books there you gonna find extra material, tricks which you can use for your advantage. To be honest I was there obsessed with jerking off and games... masturbating and wasting my pricious time into doing shit which doesn't help me. I was doing jerk off for many reasons. 1) I feel bad... - let's fix my mood 2) I want to have sex - let's fuck my hand 3) and etc The reasons can go and go and go... simple trigger as from outside a girl playing with her hair or somebody have sex in public or even can cause "basic research"... It means (it's in my own words).... that you start massively doing research... like gay porn homo porn fucking hands porn fucking ass eating poop eating cum cumshots cum in the face facials handjob Deep throat and etc the list goes and goes more and more from one video and one excuse like "let's check out this one"... it's goes into minutes... hours into porn, from normal it moves to disgusting and awful porn. It's not your problem... don't blame yourself, just admit that you have a problem and second stop thinking about it, start doing shit start going out staring at people, probably doing small small talks like "Hi" "Give me Five" "Hey, wad up" Go wink, hug somebody... do basic stuff... in junior talker I explain of basic dynamics of talking to people, it's not so hard the first step is to go out, second step stop thinking, third step go there and fourth just do it... Don't prepare yourself, IT'S NOT AN EXAM Before where I started doing the whole shit it was total mess, I thought that it's exam that i need to get ready to be prepared, but it's nothing near to this talking to people. You can go insult people, you can kick somebody... even touch somebody... hug... be nice... be rude it doesn't matter you go very far... I mean... you won't die... you won't be lock forever in a room and isolated from people. Start today... now today first step start doing some exercises push up, pull ups... it's horrible shit but you need to have some shit going around you if you want really to be like Sherlock from Elementary. We are looking from point of view of descipline... not the other bullshit.... Sherlock is smart, wise man ... he is calms and very confident if you want to adapt this shit start having shit in your life. Work ... go learn how to fight or even start going out more often, I am not saying now that i can go to clubs and bars alone and have fun it's pretty damn difficult, but I am working on it as for now I am not wasting my time, I have shit in my life like I am going to start work soon, I am learning how to fight, I do alone or with friends some daygame and test the most fucked up shit. It's fucked up to go and do some crazy shit, but you... I ... they... - We should be okay with that... life is not an exam, the lesson is go out and have fun... be alone or with somebody... it doesn't matter but still have fun.


As for now stat exercising... go get few cold showers and rest...


Chapter 8 - Wrong and Wrong Definetly wrong and wrong... You gonna get slips over and over and over and wanting to kill yourself and being in depression. I was there... I have been there it has been awful, there is a way without God to feel great about yourself toi find meaning and life to go great. Here are stuff you can do 1) Cold Showers 2) Every slip take it as lesson... look at it... go on the internet look for advice like channels Porn Reboot or Universal Man are great I have been there watching videos from those channels for a long time and there is a lot of helpful advice. 3) Take it Easy 4) Journal in a notebook or you can go with an app. (My Preferance is to go with an App... I have been using Daylio + No Fap App + MDF App) Everything is going great (You can go and make a search in the internet for best no fap apps, go over reddit great place... fucking great one just to get some helpful advice and find other peoples, you can join communities like SLAA... which is a free community which helps out with this addiction. Yeah They talk about GOd It sucks HIgher Power FUCK IT BUt still you can find people... share... get lessons take what you want and leave the other part or parts...) ....

Its possible sometimes to feel awful write it down... WRITE IT DOWN... that's what I can suggest go over and write it down... that's what you can do and should do... to write it down...it sucks deffinetly... NO lie about it... but still WRite it down... Daylio has emotions and + you can add hobbies, what you have done and there is even stats where you can track shit. When I feel urges inside me... I go with videos watching.. 1...2 3... then write down stuff and move on with my day... sometimes I relapse.... sometimes I find myself in other addictions, but still as you go with this system you can get out from porn. First porn.. no fap... no masturbation then go focusing on other addictions... no need for now... 1 Addiction at a time... It's a good Use Porn Blocker Also writting down places when you go over there... like pages people you hang with if there are such stuff and you find them as triggers to write them down... and keep yourself out of those places. OF COURSE IF YOU WANT SOBRIETY!?


Publication Date: August 7th 2020 https://www.bookrix.com/-amd935e35df1e85

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