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Poems by David Record
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Friend of my heart, sugar to my mind! 7KHGHVLUH\RXWRRNIURPPHLVVRSRWHQW it left a trail behind. :LWKH\HVOLNHĂ€UH\RXUVWDUHFDQSXULI\ <RXUYRLFHLVOLNHZDWHU that quenches my thirst inside, my thirst for your love. %XW,FDQÂˇWEHVDWLVĂ€HG,QHHGLWWRVXUYLYH so my soul will never cry. Until I see you next, I count down the time, <RXÂˇUHOLNHWKHVXQVRIDULQGHSWK illuminating my mind, bringing joy to my eyes, when a new day arrives, my lips are a sign, RIDNLVVLQGLVJXLVH LI\RXORRNSDVWP\ZRUGV I never tell a lie, ,RQO\NQRZKRZWRORYHVROHWPHHGXFDWH\RX demonstrate a touch that would only equate you, separate you, with my deepest passions. /LNHDSHEEOHLQWKHODNH\RXULSSOHZDYHVWRWKHPDVVHV waves of energy, that vibrates within, because of the seriousness of your expressions, WRWKHVRIWUDGLDQFHRI\RXUVNLQ ,ÂˇPVRSDWLHQW waiting to show you my love, to reciprocate enough, WRKDYH\RXDVDIULHQGZKHQ,ÂˇPGRQH I wish for your trust, and just to hold you with a hug, so you can feel how much WKDW,ÂˇPLQORYHZLWKP\ORYH
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On this journey through your soul, I have become one with your nature. I stand off from afar, not to endanger, but to see a stranger, in all her beauty.... so intuitively, DQG,FDQÂˇWKHOSWKHORYH,IHOWVWDQGLQJKHUH inside your atmosphere. You are everywhere. <RXUERG\ÂˇVVFHQHU\LVPRUHDOOXULQJWKDQDQ\WKLQJ,KDYHHYHUVHHQ a landscape of eternity, hidden behind a fantasy, of paternity, ZKHQ\RXVSHDNWRPHLWÂˇVOLNHELUGVLQWKHWUHHVVLQJLQJVRIUHHO\ LWZHDNHQVPH In need of energy, ,ORRNWRWKHIUXLWVRI\RXUOLSVVXUHO\HYHUVRVZHHW only they are out of reach. 6RLQVWHDG,ÂˇPRQP\NQHHVZLWKDSOHD building a strategy from necessity, until I sleep. Sleep in your lap, all night when I camp, dreaming of your treasures revealed in my map, LI\RXKDYHWRDVNZKDW,ÂˇPVHDUFKLQJIRU" much more than the act, but the passion, devotion, the warmth and enchantment, I live for that. I have never been here before, but yet I feel at home, as if it was somewhere I was always trying to go. 'RQÂˇWOHWPHJR just let me roam, so we can grow. $QGRQHGD\DURXQGWKHJOREHHYHU\RQHZLOONQRZ about my journey through your soul.
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-D\ZDONLQJE\GHVLUH through emotional sun showers, crossing stones of sapphire, I could cry in that hour, in the twilight of my thoughts, WKHUHÂ·VDOZD\VKRSHEHIRUHGDUN VOHHSZDONLQJWRKHUKHDUW day dreaming from a far. Her Summer eyes, Christmas smile KHUKDLUÂ·VOLNHVSULQJEXWIDOOVZLWKVW\OH QDWXUDOZDYHVP\KHDUWÂ·VUHVWUDLQW ORFNLQJGRZQP\ZRUGVIRUGD\V So they come, and they go, OLNHSULVRQHUVRQKROG until released again. +HUKHDUWÂ·VWKHVWUHHWVWKH\ORQJWRVWUROO Pastures meadows of my mind justify the wings of time, through peaceful thoughts OLNHZLQGFKLPHV ZKHQ\RXEORZDFURVVP\VNLHV The air of you is sweet, garden scent of mint leaves deeply rooted far beneath the loins of my love for you.
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7KH\VD\VKHÂˇVQRWUHDOEXW,VHHKHUDOOWKHWLPH VWXG\WKHZDVWHGOLIHRIDPDQVWULFNHQEOLQG IRUORRNLQJWRĂ€QGKHUH[LVWHQFHLQEHDXW\UHGHĂ€QHG ,VSHDNLQIDLWK because only one lie, desecrates this state of mind, she is more than meets the eye, yet I see her all the time ,DVNHG*RGLIP\YLVLRQVRIWKHSHUIHFWJLUODUHQÂˇWUHDO ZK\DP,VWXFNZLWKWKHP" He answers â€œall things were made perfect until man corrupted themâ€? Ahhh!! so I loved again, VKHÂˇVKHUHLÂˇPWHOOLQJ\RXVKHÂˇVKHUH $OOIRUWKHORYHRIPRQH\VKHÂˇVKHUH QRWEHFDXVHRIWKHPRQH\VKHÂˇVKHUH but the reason a man would chase money LVEHFDXVHVKHÂˇVKHUH ZKDWJRRGLVVXFKDELJKRXVHZLWKRXWKHUWRVKDUH" ZK\WKHĂ€QHVWFORWKHVLIVKHGRHVQÂˇWVWDUH" QRWHYHQDJODUH"ZK\VKRXOGDPDQFDUH" (YHU\WKLQJVKHÂˇVQRW,GRQÂˇWQHHG because everything I want is she, RQHPD\DVNVHOĂ€VKO\ ZKDWDERXWPH" EXWLWÂˇVEHWWHUWRVXIIHUWRSOHDVH than to suffer to be pleased. There is no me, without you, she or he, so she is me. which I swear before he, whoever he may be, +HUFRQYHUVDWLRQLVOLNHDQDYLJDWLRQ out of tribulation, KHUJODQFHLVOLNHGDPQDWLRQ to the man perverse with hatred. Only pain could understand, why she has not yet a man, LQDQLPSHUIHFWZRUOGDSHUIHFWJLUOVÂˇVIDUIURPWKHKDQG For this world is no more than how one perceives it, VRZKHQ,VD\VKHÂˇVWKHSHUIHFWJLUO even she!! might not believe it. Im telling you she is here, trust me! I see her all the time, always been that perfect girl, forever perfect in my mind.
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/RYHNLOOVDQGORYHFXUHV ORYHKHDOVORYHÂˇVVRUHV The translation between the two is a mystical journey only blind faith guides you through. Never yield to opportunity nor set time with destiny, always push through undoubtedly and hear the calling within this remedy. Thorns may pierce the memories, and grief shadows your steps, as tears drown your faith, and anger starts to set, IRUWKHRQHGD\\RXÂˇYHGUHDPWZRXOGUHSODFH\RXUUHVHQW LQVWHDGQLJKWEHFDPHDIULHQGEHFDXVHVOHHSDZRNH regret, but without sustaining till the end. Dear friend, you will never love again. Protect this dream, for this is all you have left. Never nurture it with fruits from seeds of your frets, OLVWHQWR\RXUZRXQGVXQYHLOVRUURZÂˇVWKUHDWV and challenge the outcome, and outcomes love dressed in its revenge, to murder agonies of past tense with its caress. Ă€QHVVHWKHKDQGOLQJRIWKLVDUWZLWKSDWLHQFH IRUWKLVSLFWXUHZDVSDLQWHGE\WKHKDQGVRIWKHDIĂ LFWHG and created through the lessons of truth, and remains as you see it, LQLQĂ€QLWH\RXWKDQGDQFLHQWZLVGRPUHSURYHG ORYHVĂ€QGVORYHDOZD\V Love needs love forever, Love hears love years away, and lives solely to be acquainted with its yearning. Its burning lightens the path to its home and never leads love astray. ,WVSHDNVRIGUHDPVDQGHQFKDQWHGWKLQJV never seen through loveless eyes, for love lives to cure love so love never dies.
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Baby, assure me the comforting warmth of your arms OLNHWKHVOHHYHVIURPDVZHDWHU branded with the melodic sounds of your name DQGNQLWWHGZLWKWKHWKUHDGVRI\RXUORYH The sweet scented breeze of your hair WKDWEORZVDFURVVWKHHDUWKWRÃ€QGPH *LYHPHWKHVHQWLPHQWVRI\RXUKHDUWÂ·VFDQGOH WKDWJXLGHVPHWKURXJKWKHGDUNQHVVRIP\GHVSDLU never stop burning for me... I see you for who you are... ,NQRZ\RXUSDLQ DQGWKURXJKLWDOO,ZLOOWDNHP\WLPHWRFXUH\RX :LWKP\GHJUHHVRIORYH ,Â·YHDFTXLUHGIURPWKHVWXG\RI\RXUERG\Â·VGLYLQLW\ *LYHPH\RXUKDQGDQGZHÂ·OOZDONLQWRIUHHGRP )UHHIURPWKHERQGVDQGVKDFNOHVRIWKLVXQNLQGZRUOG into a realm of new beginnings and never endings . :KHUHWKHUHÂ·VQRIHDULQWKHZRUGVZHVD\WRRQHDQRWKHU and every letter spells love, and every sentence is a question of your desires, and every minute is spent in your eyes. &DQ\RXEHOLHYHZLWKPH" Follow my voice and rest in my faith.... EHFDXVHWKHÃ€UVWOHWWHULQ\RXUQDPH is the second in mine. 6RP\VHFRQGQDWXUHLVWRSXW\RXÃ€UVW and rehearse all the steps of this love.
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Living off her breath, gasping for strength love caressed the air I breathe. :LWKLQDPRPHQWÂˇVHQG I wish we were wed. Love is a fantasy. My eyes hallucinate before the shrine of her grace, such a face could bring a man so low. :LWKLQWKLVIRROLVKVWDWH she steals my fate, and shapes it as her own. +HUVKDFNOHVRIWHQGHUQHVV honey glaze my wrists, UHĂ€QLQJP\JUH\ÂˇVWREOXH between her warm wind my rainy days. :HFRXOGEDWKHXQGHUWKHPRRQ How sad the account of being free, GUHDP\H\HVĂ€QGSDUDGLVH ZKHQFRQĂ€QHGE\IDQWDV\ 7RNLVV\RXRQFH ,ÂˇGJLYHLWDOO and die before I leave. 0\ORYHÂˇVH[WHQW surpasses death, as she remembers me.
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$OOWKDWFDPHWRSDVWWRĂ€QG\RX crossing rivers of tears, RYHUEURNHQKHDUWHGVWHSSLQJVWRQHV to get beside you, outliving late friends I could never touch again, just to hug you. +XJPHOLNHLWÂˇVWKHODVW \RXÂˇUHPRUHWKDQWKH\FRXOGKDYHDVNHG Decades I waited to be under your graces, forgotten faces along the way ZHUHWUDFHVRIDEOLQGGDWHÂˇVUHYHODWLRQ HDWLQJRIIGHVWLQ\ÂˇVSODWH 2QEHKDOIRIIDWHÂˇVUHVHUYDWLRQV made for our acquaintance. $V\RXUIDWKHUVWDUHGLQWR\RXUPRWKHUÂˇVH\HV procreating a plan for you and I before our time, MXVWWRĂ€QG\RX the creative minds, the construction sites, that built the store we met outside, grafted our lives within their blueprint designs, I had to cry a thousand times, to learn to console you, I could have died a thousand times but not before I found you, ZKHQ,VHDUFKLQVLGH\RXUVSDUNOLQJH\HV P\OLIHSOD\VEDFNDJOLPSVH VRPDQ\WLPHV,ULVNHGP\OLIH WRVHHP\VHOIOLNHWKLV <RXUORYHVRNLQG\RXUZRUGVVRIUHH DQGJHQWOHZKHQ\RXVSHDN ,ÂˇGKDYHWROLYHP\OLIHDVHFRQGWLPH WRĂ€QGDORYHDVVZHHW I love you here, I love you now forever and for more, ,WWRRNWKHSHUIHFWWLPHWRĂ€QG\RXUORYH No Lesser and No More.
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2XUORYHÂ·VIRUELGGHQE\RSSRVLQJIDLWKV though salvation is steps away VXFKSDLQLWWDNHV abandoning her angelic face ZKLOHPLONLQJWKHSDUDGLVHRIKHUH\HV the honey in her smile, VKHÂ·VOLNHWKHDPELHQFHRIKHDYHQ heaven for a while. Is God angry with me, for loving outside the category FKRVHQIRUPH" if we are to be separated eternally, in the hereafter, ZK\FDQÂ·WZHEHIDVWHQHGWHPSRUDULO\ LQWKLVFKDSWHU" ,NQRZKHUEHOLHIVIRUVDNHPH born equally, yet woven spiritually within hierarchy, appealing for mercy on the authority of her love I need, P\KHDUWLVFOHDQ\HWZHDNIURPWURXEOLQJWKRXJKWV RI*RGÂ·VGHSUHGDWLRQDJDLQVWPH Yet the joy I feel in her arms could only come from a loving God, WKHJLIWRIP\OLIHELUWKPDUNVKHUWRQJXH ZKHQVKHVSHDNVP\QDPH moving mountains in my heart. :KHQP\IDLWKLVVWURQJ ,FDQZDONRQZDWHUVRIWHPSWDWLRQDQGQRWGURZQ KRZPXFKPRUHGHHSWKHVHZDWHUVRIORYH" ,DVNIDYRXULQWKHVHWLPHVRIEORRG Forgive our differences DQGHYHQO\\RONWKLVORYH
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6KHZDQGHUHGDORQHWKURXJKP\PLQGRIGDUNQHVV oblivious to the devices VHWE\WKHNLQGQHVVRIWLPH but time is no friend to a captive, her curiosity bound her victimized, to a man of impulsion, whose eyes are blind from over indulgence. ,VSRNHQRZRUGV as I disconnected her morale from her morality, and unclothed her secrecies, her eyes searched franticly for my identity, but she found none, only a cold stare of familiarity. +HUZRUGVVRXQGHGOLNHPXIĂ HGQRWKLQJV as I slowly savored the sweet scent of her innocence and vulnerability, the beauty of her unworldly eyes pierced me, truly too good for these, for the nature of these hands, her foolish eyes too good to see a defaced man As I pleasured my mouth with her two sweet sugar mounds, the heat from my tongue swirling about formed her, DVZLWKWKHVKDUSVWURNHVRIP\WHHWKVKHTXLYHUHG with obedience to the lead of her bodily transgressor.
She breathed as if running away in her mind, but could not escape, as I pulled her hair from behind, and forced her down, GRZQLQWRDSSUHFLDWLRQRIKHUPLVWDNHV and acceptance of never getting away. As she succumbed to my ravishing whisper, I forced open the gates to her forbidden treasure, DVP\Ă€QJHUVURDPHGXSDQGGRZQKHUFRUULGRUV she begged for my repute, but felt dismayed she could not refrain from losing her fountain of youth. Tears of joy ran down her inner thighs, as she cried on the inside, I embellished her pain, she would never be the same, eyes opened to the cruelty of her own mind, which betrayed her and acquainted with mine, her body disowned her and chose a new foster. Deep within her, I rose to become all I am, GHHSO\UHĂ€QLQJDQGFROOLGLQJWKLVULYHUGDP until it gave way, and poured out the love restraint, she wept the sweet sounds of dignity, as I released all seeds of sanity, and drew her down with me into a world of sinful bliss.
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This hate lives in my despair, LWFHOHEUDWHVP\HYHU\EUHDWKDQGJLYHVWKDQNVIRUWKHGD\ LWGULQNVWRP\SDLQLQWR[LFDWHVLWVHOIZLWKGHDWK and goes to prepare my grave, OLNHDQHQHP\EHIULHQGLQJPHDOOP\ORQHO\GD\V PRXUQLQJDWP\ZDNH HYHU\PRUQLQJ,ZDNH ,I\RXEHOLHYHLQJKRVWVORRNGHHSZLWKLQPH and hear the silent screams of eternity, a residency occupied by vacancy, a place in me, PDGHIRUQRRQHWRFRPHEXWWDNHVHYHU\RQH DQGVWLOOIRUVDNLQJPH My belief in a cure, is the cure in which I believe, yet this intangible grief still captures me physically within its reach, it holds me tight to this leash despite WKHĂ€JKW,JLYHWROHDYH DFRROEXUQLQJXQGHUQHDWKP\VNLQ eternally bleeding from within. This evil seed planted in my fertile memory, feeds from the minerals of my energy, LWÂˇVZDWHUHGZLWKWKHWHDUVRIP\PLVHU\DQGDWWUDFWVOLJKW IURPWKHĂ DPHLWLJQLWHVZLWKLQPH its roots are grounded permanently beneath my reach, and grows sporadically, No one can muster my pain, without, VXIIHULQJWKHVHĂ DPHV
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Give me love or give me death, sweet sweet death, come save me from this life, DWQLJKW,ÂˇYHZHSWWHDUVRIWKHGHDG FRQĂ€QHGLQDWLPHOHVVELQG FXUVHGE\ORYH,FRXOGQRWĂ€QG ZKDWLVWKLVOLIHRIPLQH" I can not see, but in death maybe, P\OLIHZLOOUHSUHVHQWORYHĂ€QDOO\ eventually Love in the eyes of those who hate me, DQGZLVKWREUHDNPH ORRNZKDWGHDWKPDGHPH even to those more fortunate to have been granted love, appreciate me, IRU,DPWKHFRQWUDGLFWHGUHĂ HFWLRQRIWKHORYHWKH\UHFHLYH VRWKDQNPH )RUORYH,ZLOOĂ€JKWQRWWRNLOOQRUWRGLH but to capture love alive. ,QVWHDG,VXUYLYHGDORYHOHVVĂ€JKW held captive to my pride, bound behind the gates of strife, tortured day and night. :K\" Oh generous death VRORQJ,ÂˇYHGUHDPWDZDNHPHIURPWKLVOLIH spread my bed in colors of red, so we may wed tonight, FRPHWRXFKP\Ă HVKZLWK\RXUFDUHVV and lift my spirit high, JLYHPH\RXUOLSVDQGWDNHP\EUHDWK I live for you tonight. My heart is hollow, it swallows me whole, sorrow corrodes my bones. ,ÂˇYHVWDUYHGIRUORYHDQGQRZP\OLIHLVDVDFDVNHWFORVHG P\VPLOLQJIDFHLVSLFWXUHIUDPHGIRURQORRNHUVWRVHH already forgotten in my present state how love rejected me.
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She has therapeutic eyes, her eyes are monetized by a system, depreciating my life ZLWKWKHLQĂ DWLRQRISULFH over the time I spend within them 7KHVHH\HVDUHZRUWKDZKROHGD\ÂˇVZRUN H\HVDSRRUPDQFDQÂˇWDIIRUG even with all the riches spent your heart is still in debt. RQFHNQRFNLQJDWKHUGRRU This game we play, is built from shame, deep sorrows of affairs, VWLOOWKHRQO\SDLQV,NHHSLQYDLQ are thoughts I cannot share, How could she explain P\LQIDWXDWHGSDLQVZLWKRXWEHLQJFRQIXVHG" the more I search for love, within this place, WKHPRUHLÂˇPPLVXQGHUVWRRG For this sensuous segregation, I need a mental translation, EHWZHHQRXUERGLHVÂˇFRQYHUVDWLRQ through internal mediation. :KDWLIP\SUREOHPOLHVZLWKLQP\VLOHQWFULHV RISDVVLRQDWHVLJKVIRUWKHH" Your expensive eyes are therapeutic ties that bind you and me.
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Too young was my heart aggrieved, screaming my plea, gently, PRPP\GRQÂ·WOHDYH mommy please, all I need is mommy. %XWPRPP\FRXOGQÂ·WVDYHPH DOZD\VVD\LQJ\RXÂ·OOFRPHEDFNWRPH DOZD\VEDFNRQP\NQHHV ,NQRZ\RXFDQÂ·WVHHSDVWP\LQIDQF\ to see my disbelief. Your smile is scary to me, as you leave, <RXÂ·UHQHYHUWKHUHWRVHHZKDW\RXGRWRPH ,GRQÂ·WXQGHUVWDQGWKHVHFKLOGKRRGSDLQVRIDPDQ ,Â·PJURZLQJWRRIDVW Your merciless plans to give me all I have, ,ZRXOGKDYHJLYHQEDFNIRUPRPP\ %\WLPH\RXJRWEDFNP\IDLWKKDGFROODSVHG my eyes hardened now passed trusting your judgment DQGVXJJHVWLRQVIRUZKDW,ODFN
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)LUVWFRPHĂ€UVWVHUYHWRWKHFRYHWRXVJLUO I am reusable, and negotiated under the table of trust, my conversation is rustproof and smooth as a hush, TXLFNO\GLVSRVDEOHRQFH\RXÂˇYHXVHGPHXS DQGZRQÂˇWFRPHEDFNWRKDXQW\RXUPHPRULHVRIXV 3RRUER\IRUVDOH,ÂˇP\RXUVWRNHHS my price has dropped, EHFDXVHRIVKHWKDWEURNHP\VHDP and damaged my idealistic dreams, with her temper when she smashed me, against the walls of her grief. ,ÂˇPLQWHUQDOO\FKLSSHGEXWVWLOOHTXLSSHG for you to purchase me. Going once to the lady of discretion, going twice to the damsel distressing, EXWJRQHWRWKHZLWFKORRNLQJIRUDEOHVVLQJ to add to her potion of demolition, a potion of ruin, used against her jealous pursuant, my transaction of blood is exclusive, DQGUXQVĂ XHQWIRUKHUDPXVHPHQW Come one, come all and see, WKHUHÂˇVQHYHUEHHQDQRWKHUĂ€QHDVPH selling so cheap. ,ÂˇPSURIHVVLRQDOO\WUDLQHGLQEHLQJOHGDVWUD\ My empty heart has much space to play, much recreation for your day, DIWHURXUEUHDN I lay in wait, just in case you have free time again. Is there any advance upfront, WRWKHKLJKHVWELGGHURIORYH" No hands go up for a poor boy prejudged, E\KLVNLQGZRUGVDVVXFKSHUFHLYHGDQRPDORXV through the eyes of unjust and un-monogamous, 2VWHQWDWLRXVO\WKH\ORRNGRZQDWPH ,WVHHPV,ÂˇPVHOOLQJVDQLW\ because all my love is free.
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