closer to his kids. With my resignation handed in, we moved from White Rock to Abbotsford and started over: new community, new church, and me with a new job in communications. At least, until I got laid off three years later. It’s been twenty years since I started college. That’s two decades of twists and turns. If I had been like Jonah — running the opposite direction when God called — all the zigs and zags would be understandable. But every move — from chemist to seminary student, from intern to half-time pastor, from single to married, from White Rock to Abbotsford, was a decision I surrendered to God. Every choice was a careful process involving all the things you’re ‘supposed to do’: soul-searching, prayer, conversations with respected mentors, spiritual direction, logically weighing pros and cons, sifting through priorities, passions, and giftedness, considering circumstances. And still I experienced twenty years of twists and turns. Two conclusions are possible: either I didn’t hear God right (despite my best efforts) or I did hear God right and the windy road was actually all His idea. Two pieces of Scripture have been my touchstone. One is the story of Joseph, arguably the Bible’s Grand Prize Winner for Most Zigs and Zags. Joseph went from favourite son to aspiring leader to the bottom of a pit to slave to trusted household manager to falsely-accused rapist to prisoner to Pharoah’s CEO! What’s most comforting about the Joseph story is hearing him say to his brothers at the end of it all, “Am I in the place of God? You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done; the saving of many lives” (Genesis 50:19-20 NIV). Joseph came to a point where he could look back and see how the detours and delays were nothing of the kind: they were God leading Joseph into his calling to save thousands of people from famine. What’s most challenging about the Joseph
story is remembering that what takes us only minutes to read took Joseph years to live through. For thirteen years, Joseph was a slave in Egypt. For at least two of those years, he sat in prison. Even though he had no guarantee his happy “it-all-makessense-now” ending was coming, Joseph chose to make the most of every situation. He got to work. He was faithful. He used his gifts and skills to the best of his abilities. And he continued to listen for God’s voice.
conclu sion s “ Two are possible: either I didn’t hear G od r ight (despite my best ef for ts) or I did hear G od r ight and the w indy road was ac tually all Hi s idea.
Like Joseph, I look back and I begin to see. Today, I am the Marketing & Communications Manager at Columbia. Never once did I think I would be in a role like this, and never did I imagine I would love it the way I do. Sometimes I catch myself wishing I had enrolled in a BA in Communications at the get-go. Wouldn’t I be so much farther ahead? But I can see how the twists and turns were actually a crucial part of the journey. My science training gave me problem-solving and analytical skills I need to do this job. My theological studies ordered my priorities and grounded me in God’s reality. My time as a pastor taught me how to listen, tell stories, empathize, communicate creatively. And getting laid off led me here, to Columbia Bible College. Every day, I help young adults find their way to this community, where Jesus transforms them into men and
women who will impact the world. I’m not in the league of Joseph, saving thousands of people from starvation. But the work I am doing is Kingdom-work: it’s bigger than my career path. The truth is that the smoothness of my career path is not God’s main priority. My second touchstone Scripture has been Romans 8:28-29. We love to focus on how “in all things God works for the good of those who love him…” But the real point is how Paul defines “the good.” We have been “called according to his purpose… to be conformed to the image of his Son.” It’s God’s purpose, not mine, that matters most. And His goal is that I’ll learn to talk and think and act and serve and sacrifice like Jesus. When I look back at the twists and turns, I see how God was leading me here. But more than that, I see how God was forming me. Through the zigs and zags, I wrestled and struggled. They showed my selfishness, my lack of faith, my “you-scratch-my-backGod-and-I’ll-scratch-yours” mentality. I learned patience and surrender, obedience and faithfulness, humility and worship. I learned to seek God and to know that the true reward is not finding the perfect job, but finding Him. That’s worth a detour or two. ■
is Columbia's Marketing & Communications Manager. She is still exploring her calling and perfectly okay with that. She's married to Michael and has two sons - Isaac (5) and Matthew (2) - and two stepsons - Caleb (12) and Ben (10).
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