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dear Amma, They woke me up before morning because it was still night outside. everyone was taking their tooth brushes and putting paste on it. I did not know where mine is. so I opened the blue steel box and looked inside. I found the small black bag with tooth brush and paste. I put paste on my brush and went with everyone to the bathroom. I had to wait for my turn so that I can brush. some boys came after me but still brushed before me. I think everyone is scared of them. it took so much time when I reached. I was last. when I was brushing my teeth the bell rang. everyone started to run. I did not know what to do. when I came out of the bathroom everyone was dressed in uniforms. they were leaving the dom with the bible and golden bells book. I think I should also wear the uniform. so I opened the blue steel box to look for the uniform. I found the unform. but i felt puppy shame so I waited for everyone to leave the dom. I put on the uniform fast. I also put one black shoe. but teacher came in and saw me. she shouted in malayalm. I did not say anything. she caught my ear and pulled me out of the dom. teacher told me to kneel down in front of the stairs. I heard everyone singing in the prayer hall. it was not the same songs of yesterday. after prayer when everyone came down they saw me. some of the boys and girls laughed at me. I dont like this place Amma. I promise I will be a good boy. God promise. please come and take me home. after sometime teacher told me to go to the study hall. I ran to my bed and put on the other black shoe fast. I prayed to God that teacher not come and see me on the bed. I went to the study hall and sat in the same place on last bench. that is why I am writing to you. it is morning outside. I feel like doing kakka but I am scared to ask teacher. I will do it at home when you come and take me today. the bathroom is very dirty here. and the potty is not like the one in home it is on the ground so I can not sit. I dont know what to do Amma. I dont like this place. yesterday night after study time I went and sat on the bed and looked at everyone. they were changing into sleep clothes. I did not want to put sleep clothes but I was scared of Ammama and teacher so I opened the blue steel box and found sleep clothes but I did not put it because I felt puppy shame. after some time they offed lights. so lied down and put the sleep clothes on top the blue steel box. 29 Chaicopy | Vol. III | Issue I

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Chaicopy Yours Truly Issue Vol. 3 March 2019  

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