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ISBN 978-9941-23-151-3 John Green THE FAULT IN OUR STARS Copyright © 2012 John Green All Rights Reserved including the right of reproduction in whole or i­n part in any form. This edition published by arrangement with Dutton Children's Books, a division of Penguin Young Readers Group, a member of Penguin Group (USA) LLC, A Penguin Random House Company Georgian translation published by Sulakauri Publishing, 2014 All rights reserved. www.sulakauri.ge


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`miqcevis dros holandielma tita-kacma okeanes gaxeda. – erTiani, mopasuxe, momwamvleli, idumali, maxa­rebeli. gaxede, maRldeba da ukan ixevs, yvelafers STanTqavs. – raze ambob? – vkiTxe me. – wyalze, – mipasuxa holandielma, – da droze.~ piter van hauteni, `uzenaesi gansacdeli~


avtorisagan am CanaweriT avtori ufro sakuTar Tavs axsenebs imas, rac ramdenime gverdiT adre wvrili asoebiT dawerili daibeWda: es mxatvruli nawarmoebia. is me SevTxze. verc romanebi, verc maTi mkiTxvelebi poveben sargebels maTSi damaluli faqtebis amocnobis mcde­ lobiT. aseTi mcdelobebi swored Cveni modgmisTvis damaxasiaTebeli ZiriTadi daSvebis – SeTxzuli ambis mniSvnelobis qonis ideas ewinaaRmdegeba. vafaseb am sakiTxSi Tqvens Tanadgomas.


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im weliwads, Cvidmeti rom misruldeboda, dedam aikviata, depresia gaqvso, albaT, imis gamo, gareT rom iSviaTad gavdiodi, sawolidan wamodgoma mezareboda, im erT wigns aTasjer vkiTxulobdi, Wama maviwydeboda da Zalian xSirad vfiqrobdi sikvdilze. kibos Sesaxeb arsebul broSurebSi an veb-saitebze, da kidev sad aRar, depresia kibos gverdiT efeqtad moixsenieba. ara, ar aris depresia kibos gverdiTi efeqti! depresia sikvdilis gverdiTi efeqtia. (asea kiboc. da TiTqmis yvelaferi sikvdilis gverdiTi efeqtia, marTla). dedas ki miaCnda, rom mkurnaloba mWirdeboda, amitom eqim jimTan mimiyvana. manac daudastura, es gogo qronikul depresiaSiao. wamlebic Sesacvleli yofila da, Turme, `TanagrZnobis wris~ yovelkvireul Sexved­ rebsac unda davswrebodi. es cvalebadi, simsivnis sxvadasxva stadiiT daavadebulTa `TanagrZnobis wre~ iyo. ratom cvalebadi? – sikvdilis gverdiTi efeqtis gamo. -9-


`TanagrZnobis wre~, ra Tqma unda, saSinlad mosawyeni iyo. Sexvedrebi yovel oTxSabaTs qvisgan nageb, jvris formis saepiskoposo taZris sardafSi imarTeboda. am jvris SuagulSi, wriulad visxediT, zustad iq, sadac ori ficari erTmaneTs kveTda, zustad iq, sadac iesos guli unda yofiliyo. ai, ratom mivaqcie amas yuradReba: patriki, TanagrZnobis wris erTaderTi Tvramets gadacilebuli wevri da lideri, yovel dawyevlil Sexvedraze axsenebda, rom Cven, kibosgan gadarCenili axalgazrdebi, iesos uboroto gulSi visxediT. ai, ra xdeboda qristes gulSi: eqvsi, Svidi an aTi Cvengani Semodioda an etliT mogoravda, gamxmar namcxvrebsa da Wiqa limonaTs iRebda, ndobis wreSi jdeboda da meaTased usmenda patrikis mosawyeni, sacodavi cxovrebis istorias – rogor daemarTa prostatis kibo, rogor elodnen mis sikvdils, magram rogor ar mokvda da ai axla, Cven win zrdasruli kaci idga, amerikaSi silamaziT137-e adgilze myofi qalaqis taZris sardafSi. ojaxdangreuls, video TamaSebze damokidebuls, Tavi Zlivs gahqonda msgavsi Sexvedrebis gamarTviT. nel-nela cdilobda magistris xarisxis mopovebas, Tumca esec ki ver Seuwyobda xels mis karierul winsvlas. megobrebi TiTqmis ar hyavda, da ukve isic, yvela CvenganiviT, damokles maxvilisgan eloda Svelas, romelsac mravali wlis win gaeqca, roca kibom kvercxebSi Caavlo xeli, magram daindo da SeunarCuna is, rasac mxolod sulgrZeli adamiani Tu uwodebda sicocxles. da Senc SeiZleba aRmoCnde am bednierTa Soris! mere vecnobodiT erTmaneTs: saxeli, asaki, diagnozi; dRes Tavs rogor vgrZnobT. roca Cemi jeri dgeboda, - 10 -


vambobdi – me hezeli var, 16 wlis. farisebri jirkvlis kibo, filtvebSi metastazebiT. da ara miSavs. mere patriki gvekiTxeboda, vis gvindoda sxvebis­ Tvis sakuTari emociebis gaziareba. ase iwyebda `Ta­nagrZnobis wre~ nel moZraobas: yvela laparakobda daavadebasTan gamklavebis xerxebsa da skanirebaze, gamojansaRebasa Tu dasustebaze. patriki sikvdilze laparakis uflebasac gvaZlevda. Tumca yvela aq myofi ar mokvdeba. bevri gadarCeba, patrikiviT mowifulobamde miaRwevs. konkurencia didia. yvelas surs, ara mxolod kibos, aramed oTaxSi myof danarCen wevrebsac gaumklavdes. vxvdebi, rom es araracionaluria, magram roca geubnebian, Sansi mxolod 20 % gaqvs kidev xuTi weli icxovroo, ici, xuTidan erTi unda aRmoCnde,… aqeT-iqiT ixedebi da nebismieri jansaRi adamianiviT fiqrob: es oTxi nabiWvari unda CamoviSoro! am wris erTaderTi naTeli wertili isaaki iyo, wagrZelebulsaxiani, awowili biWi, romelsac swori qera Tma cal Tvalze Camoeyara. raRac gaugonari, iSviaTi Tvalis kibo hqonda. erTi Tvali bavSvobaSi amoeRoT. sqelminebiani saTvale ekeTa, romelic mis Tvalebs (namdvilsac da SuSisasac), arabunebrivad didad aCenda, imdenad didad, TiTqos mTeli misi saxe es Tvalebi yofiliyo, es namdvili da xelovnuri Tvalebi. isaaki iSviaTad laparakobda, Tumca imas ki mivxvdi, rom misTvis sasikvdilo safrTxed qceuliyo daavadebis ganmeoreba. me da isaaki JestebiT vsaubrobdiT. yovelTvis, roca vinme antisimsivnur dietebs ganixilavda, dafqvili - 11 -


zvigenis farflis Seynosvas1 an rame msgavss axsenebda, gadmomxedavda da odnav amoioxravda. me Tavis odnav SesamCnevi qneviT an amoxvneSiT vpasuxobdi. ramdenime kviris Semdeg yelSi amomivida iq siaruli. im oTxSabaTs ki, roca avgustus uotersi gavicani, divanze dedas gverdiT vijeqi, America’s next top model2-is wina sezonis 12 saaTian maraTons vuyurebdi, romelic ukve nanaxi mqonda, da vcdilobdi, deda damerwmunebina, aRar gavegzavne `TanagrZnobis wris~ Sexvedrebze. me: uars vacxadeb iq siarulze. deda: pasiuroba depresiis simptomia. me: gevedrebi, momeci ufleba, amas vuyuro. gana axla arafers vakeTeb? deda: ara, televizoris yurebac pasiurobaa. me: gTxov, de, raa. deda: hezel, bavSvi aRar xar, ukve Tineijeri xar. megobrebi unda gaiCino, saxlidan gaxvide da sakuTari cxovrebiT icxovro. me: Tu ginda TineijeriviT moviqce, iq aRar gamiSva. yalbi piradobis damadasturebeli mowmoba gamikeTe, rom klubebSi siaruli, aryis sma da marixuanas miReba SevZlo. deda: marixuanas ar iReben, amiT daviwyoT. me: ai, yalbi piradobis mowmoba rom meqneba, egec mecodineba. deda: ivli `TanagrZnobis wreze~! 1

arsebobs mosazreba, rom zvigenis farflis miReba adamians icavs kibosgan. 2

abr. A ANTM – amerikuli realiTi Sou

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me: uuuuuux! deda: hezel, cxovrebas imsaxureb! aman momaketina. Tumca ver mivxvdi, ra kavSirSi iyo `TanagrZnobis wreze~ siaruli cxovrebasTan. bolos da bolos davTanxmdi, im pirobiT, rom ANTM-is 1,5 epizods, romelsac saxlSi aryofnis dros gamovtovebdi, Caiwerdnen. `TanagrZnobis wreze~ siaruls swored imave mize­ziT davTanxmdi, romliTac erTxel sul raRac Tvrameti Tvis win kursdamTavrebul eqTnebs miveci egzotikuri saxelwodebis mqone medikamentebiT Cemi mowamvlis ufleba: mindoda mSoblebi gamebednierebina. erTaderTi ramaa Teqvsmeti wlis asakSi kiboTi avadmyofobaze saSineli – kiboTi daavadebuli Svilis yola. 4:56-ze dedam taZris ukana quCaze gaaCera manqana. drois gasawelad Cemi Jangbadis balonis gasworeba daviwye. – wamoRebaSi dagexmaro? – ara, CemiTac SevZleb. cilindris formis mwvane baloni ramdenime girvanqas iwonida. mas foladis patara borblebiani sazidiT davatarebdi. yovel wuTs sasunTqi miliT ori litri Jangbadi momewodeboda. gamWvirvale mili, romelic kiserTan iyofoda, yurebze mqonda Semoxveuli, milebi nestoeb­ Tan isev erTiandebodnen. filtvebi sakuTar funqcias damoukideblad veRar asrulebdnen, amitom es mow­ yobiloba saWiro iyo CemTvis. – miyvarxar. - 13 -


– mec, de. 6-ze SevxvdebiT. – daumegobrdi vinmes! – Camoweuli fanjridan gamomZaxa, roca gvarianad movSordi manqanas. ar mindoda liftiT asvla, radgan ase sicocxlis ukanasknel dReebSi iqcevian `TanagrZnobis wris~ wevrebi. kibiT avedi. namcxvari aviRe, limonaTi qaRaldis WiqaSi Camovisxi da mimovixede. erTi biWi Semomyurebda. darwmunebuli viyavi, iqamde arasdros menaxa. maRali, gamxdari, Camosxmuli iyo. dawyebiT klasebSi rom aqvT, imis msgavs skamze ijda. mokle, swori wablisferi Tma hqonda. Cemi asakisa iqneboda, an erTi wliT ufrosi, skamis kideze ijda, TvalSisacemad sabralo pozaSi, erTi xeli naxevrad Caedo muqi jinsis jibeSi. uecrad mivxvdi, ra cud formaSi viyavi da Tvali avaride. Zveli jinsi mecva, odesRac tanze momdgari axla ucnaurad moflaSuliyo. im musikaluri bendis yviTeli maisuri mecva, romelic aRarc ki momwonda. mokled SekreWili Tmis dasavarcxnad Tavs arc viwuxebdi. garda amisa, uazrod msuqani loyebi mqonda ciyviviT – esec mkurnalobis gverdiTi efeqtia. normaluri proporciebisa viyavi, oRond Tavis nacvlad buSti mqonda. kargi, msxvil fexebze aRarafers vityvi. da mainc, gavxede – isev miyurebda… axlaRa mivxvdi, amas mxedvelobiTi kontaqti ratom erqva. wreze msxdomT mivuaxlovdi da isaaks mivujeqi gverdiT, im biWisgan ori skamis moSorebiT. isev gavxede. isev miyurebda. iciT, ra Zalian mimzidveli iyo! - 14 -


roca Seuxedavi biWi Tvals ar gaSorebs, es saukeTeso SemTxvevaSi uxerxulobis gamomwvevia, uares SemTxve­ vaSi ki – Tavdasxmis forma. ai, mimzidveli biWi ki...… mobiluri amoviRe da saaTs davxede: 4:59 iyo. iqa­u­ roba Tormetidan Tvramet wlamde uiRblo TineijerebiT aivso. male patrikma locva wamoiwyo: `RmerTo, momeci nebisyofa, rom Seveguo imas, risi Secvlac ar SemiZlia, momeci Zala Sevcvalo is, rac SemiZlia da momeci goni, raTa gavarCio erTi meorisagan~. is biWi ki isev miyurebda. gavwiTldi. swori strategia SevimuSave: mec unda Semexeda. bolos da bolos, biWebs moSterebaze monopolia ar moupovebiaT. vidre patriki meaTased aRiarebda, rom kvercxebi ar hqonda, im biWs vuyurebdi. cota xanSi biWs gaeRima da, rogorc iqna, cisferi Tvalebi momwyvita. roca isev Semomxeda, warbebi maRla avwie, imis niSnad, gavimarjve-meTqi. mxrebi aiCeCa. Tavis wardgenis droc dadga. – isaak, iqneb dRes Sengan dagvewyo. Sen xom mZime dReebi gidgas. – ho… me isaaki var. Cvidmetis. ramdenime kviraSi operacia unda gavikeTo, ris Semdegac davbrmavdebi. ar vwuwuneb, vici, bevri Tqvengani gacilebiT mZime dReSia, magram arc sibrmave unda iyos kargi ram. Tumca, megobari gogona gverdiT midgas. da avgustusisnairi megobrebi, – im biWisken gaixeda, axla saxelic rom hqonda, – hoda, – ganagrZobda isaaki, xelebs dahyureb­ da, romlebic indielebis qoxis saxuraviviT gadaejvaredinebina, – verafers izam. - 15 -


– Sen gverdiT varT, isaak! – warmoTqva patrikma, – modiT, gavamxnevoT isaaki. yvelam erTad monotonurad warmovTqviT: – Sen gverdiT varT, isaak! Semdegi maikli iyo. Tormeti wlis. leikemia hqonda. Tavidanve. kargad iyo (ase Tqva. arada, liftiT amovida). lida Teqvsmeti wlis iyo. swored misTvis unda mieqcia yuradReba im mimzidvel biWs da ara CemTvis. aRaraferi sWirda – didi xnis win gamojanmrTelebuliyo apendicitis kibosgan. am daavadebis Sesaxeb iqamde araferi msmenoda. Tavs Zalian kargad vgrZnobo, Tqva, rac trabaxiviT momesma, me xom Jangbadis balons viyavi mierTebuli. kidev xuTma adamianma ilaparaka. misi jeri rom dadga, gaeRima. dabali, CaxleCili xma hqonda, uRmerTod seqsualuri. – avgustus uotersi. Cvidmeti wlis. osteosarkoma mqonda weliwad-naxevris win, amJamad aq isaakis TxovniT var. – Tavs rogor grZnob? – hkiTxa patrikma. – oh, didebulad! – avgustus uotersma tuCis kide awia gasaRimeblad, – Cemo megobaro, me `amerikul mTeb­ ze~3 vzivar, romelic mxolod maRla adis. Cemi jeric dadga. – me hezeli var. Teqvsmetis. simsivnuri metastazebiT filtvebSi. Tavs normalurad vgrZnob. erTi saaTi ase gavida: Cvens problemebze movye­viT – brZolebSi gamarjveba mogvepovebina, magram omebSi aucileblad damarcxeba gvewera, imeds vebRauWebodiT, ojaxis wevrebi vadideT da gavkicxeT, yvelam erTxmad 3

atraqcionis erT-erTi saxeoba

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vaRiareT, rom megobrebs araferi esmodaT. cremli vRvareT. arc me, arc avgustus uoterss aRaraferi gviTqvams, vidre patrikma ar mimarTa: `avgustus, sakuTari SiSebi gagviziare~. – SiSebi? – diax. – me daviwyebis meSinia, – arc ki dafiqrebula, ise Tqva, – amis imdenad meSinia, rogorc andazis Tanaxmad, brmas eSinia sibnelis. – jer adrea, – RimiliT warmoTqva isaakma. – cudad gamomivida, ara? – hkiTxa avgustusma, – mec brma var, sxvebis gancdebs ver vxedav. isaaks gaecina, patrikma ki TiTi aswia da Tqva: `avgustus, modiT, Sen da Sens brZolebs davubrundeT. daviwyebis geSinia, ara?~ – diax. patriki daibna. – unda vinmes amaze laparaki? – ikiTxa patrikma. sami weli skolaSi wesierad ar mivlia. mxolod mSob­ lebi iyvnen Cemi axlo megobrebi. mesame megobaric myavda. erTi mwerali, romelmac Cemi arsebobis Sesaxeb araferi icoda. Tan Zalian morcxvi viyavi, xels rom arasodes aiwevs, iseTi. da mainc, am erTxel gadavwyvite, raRac meTqva. xeli naxevrad avwie da patrikma amis danaxvisTanave SesZaxa Cemi saxeli, misi azriT vixsnebodi, wris wevri vxdebodi. avgustus uoterss Sevxede, isic miyurebda. kriala, cisferi Tvalebi hqonda, TiTqmis gamWvirvale. – mova dro, roca yvelani movkvdebiT. yvelani. - 17 -


mova dro, roca aRar iarsebebs adamiani, romelsac emaxsovreba sxvebis arseboba, an is, Cvenma modgmam rom odesRac raRac Seqmna. aravin iqneba, visac emaxsovreba aristotele an kleopatra, Senze xom laparakic zedmetia. yvelaferi, rac gavakeTeT, avaSeneT, gavifiqreT da aRmovaCineT, daviwyebas miecema da es yvelaferi, – amis Tqmisas xelebi gavSale, – araraobad iqceva. SesaZloa, es dro malec dadges da milionobiT wlis Semdegac, magram Tundac mzis afeTqebas gadavurCeT, samudamod ver vicocxlebT. iyo dro, roca organizms gaaCnda cnobiereba, da sxvagvari droc dadgeba. Tu Sen adamianTa modgmisgan gardauvali daviwyebis geSinia, garwmuneb, droa, amaze fiqrs SeeSva. RmerTia mowame, yvela ase iqceva. es aqamde naxsenebi mesame megobris, piter van hautenisgan viswavle. karCaketilma mweralma `uzena­ esi gansacdeli~ dawera, wigni, romelic bibliasaviT mqonda. piter van hauteni iyo erTaderTi adamiani, romelsac: a) esmoda, ras niSnavs, kvdebode; b) ar momkvdara. roca laparaki davasrule, siCume Camowva. avgustusi iRimoda. es ar iyo Rimili, romliTac biWi cdilobs mogxiblos, es naRdi, misi saxisTvis uzarmazari Rimili iyo. – daswyevlos RmerTma! vin xar Sen! – Cumad Tqva avgustusma. Sekrebis dasrulebamde aRaraferi gviTqvams arc me, arc avgustuss. bolos xelebi CavkideT erTmaneTs da patrikma locva wamoiwyo. – ufalo ieso qriste, Cven, kibosgan gadarCenilebma, - 18 -


Sens gulSi moviyareT Tavi. Sen da mxolod Sen gvicnob iseTebs, rogorebic sinamdvileSi varT. win wagviZexi da gza gagvinaTe. Cven vloculobT isaakis TvalebisaTvis, maiklisa da jeimis sisxlisaTvis, avgustusis Zvlebisa­ Tvis, hezelis filtvebisaTvis, jeimsis yelisaTvis. Cven vloculobT, raTa gangvkurno da mogvaniWo Seni siyvaruli da simSvide, romelic yovelives aRemateba. Cven gvaxsovs isini, vinc gviyvarda da SenTan, saxlSi gamovgzavneT: maria da keidi, iozefi da abigaili, anJelika da teilori, gabrieli da…... grZeli sia iyo. gardacvlili uamravia. vidre patriki zuzuniT ganagrZobda furcelze Camowerili saxelebis amokiTxvas, radgan es sia sakmaod grZeli iyo dasamaxsovreblad, Tvalebi daxuWuli mqonda da vcdilobdi meloca, magram Tavidan ar mSordeboda im dReze fiqri, roca Cemi saxeli am siaSi moxvdeboda, sul boloSi, da mxolod im dros amoikiTxavdnen, roca am locva-vedrebas aRaravin usmens. patrikma locva daasrula, Cven ki erTxmad warmov­ TqviT es suleluri devizi: –`datkbi dRevandeli dRiT!~ ase dasrulda Sexvedra. avgustus uotersi skamidan wamodga da Cemken wamo­ vida. iseTive siarulis manera hqonda, rogoric Rimili, eSmakuri. Cemze bevrad maRali iyo, amitom iseTi distancia daicva, rom TvalebSi Casaxedad kisris motexa ar damWirveboda. – ra gqvia? – hezeli. – gvaric miTxari. - 19 -


– mm...… hezel greis lankasteri. kidev raRacis Tqmas apirebda, magram isaaki mogviaxlovda. – erTi wamiT, – TiTis aweviT mommarTa avgustusma da isaaks miubrunda, – es gacilebiT ufro saSineli Sexvedra iyo, vidre aRmiwere. – giTxari, mosawyeni iqneba-meTqi. – es raSi gargia? – ra vici,… mSvelis. avgustusi win gadaixara, rogorc Cans, ifiqra, rom ver gavigebdi. – icocxlebs? isaakis pasuxs yuri ver movkari, avgustusma ki Cailaparaka, gasagebiao. isaaks Caexuta da mere naxevari nabijiT daixia ukan. – mouyevi hezels klinikaze. isaakma xeli saWmelebis magidisken gaapara da uzarmazari TvaliT momaSterda. – mokled, diliT klinikaSi viyavi, Cems qirurgs vuTxari, netav dabrmavebis nacvlad, davyruvde-meTqi, man ki mipasuxa, egre ar xdebao. me vuTxari, vici, rom ase ar xdeba, ubralod imis Tqmas vcdilob, arCevani rom mqondes, dayruebas avirCevdi da ara dabrmavebas, Tumca aseT arCevans ver gavakeTeb-meTqi. qirurgma, kargi isaa, rom ar dayruvdebio. vupasuxe, gmadlobT imis axsnisTvis, rom Tvalis kibo ar damayruebs da bednieri var, radgan aseTi genialuri eqimi gamikeTebs operacias-meTqi. – vax, mec minda Tvalis kibo, uamrav saintereso tips gavicnob! – SevZaxe me. - 20 -


– RmerTma xeli mogimarTos. me unda wavide, monika melis. vidre SemiZlia, unda vuyuro. – xval vTamaSobT? – hkiTxa avgustusma. – ra Tqma unda, – isaaki mibrunda da kibeze avida, or-or safexurs abijebda. – pirdapiri gagebiT, – momitrialda avgustusi. – pirdapiri gagebiT? – pirdapiri gagebiT iesos gulSi vdgavarT. vfiqrobdi, taZris sardafSi varT-meTqi, magram aSkarad iesos gulSi varT. – viRacam unda uTxras iesos.… gana saxifaTo ar unda iyos gulSi kiboTi daavadebuli bavSvebis gamomwyvdeva? – vetyodi, magram samwuxarod, TviTonac mis gulSi var gamomwyvdeuli, ara mgonia, xma mivawvdino. gamecina. Tavi gaaqnia, miyurebda. – ra? – araferi. – ase ratom miyureb? avgustuss gaeRima. – imitom, rom lamazi xar. me ki lamazi adamianebis yureba miyvars. cota xnis win gadavwyvite, sakuTar Tavs siamovnebis miniWebaze uari aRar vuTxra. mokle, uxerxuli siCume Camowva. – rogorc Sen aRniSne, es yvelaferi xom daviwyebas miecema.… amovioxre Tu amovisunTqe, xvelebasaviT ki gaisma. – ar var lam...… – natali portmaniviT ulamazesi xar. `V for Vendetta~-s natali portmaniviT. – ar minaxavs. - 21 -


– marTla? mokleTmiani mimzidveli gogona xelisuf­ lebas ewinaaRmdegeba da uyvardeba biWi, romelic xifaTis garda arafers moutans. ase mgonia, es Seni avtobiografia unda iyos. mTeli mondomebiT meflirtaveboda. gulaxdili viqnebi – cotaTi aRvigzeni. verc ki warmomedgina, realur cxovrebaSi es Tu SeiZleboda momxdariyo. gogonam Cagviara. – elis, rogor xar? – gamarjoba, avgustus, – gogonam RimiliT CailuRluRa. – `memorialis~ xalxi, – amixsna avgustusma. `memoriali~ didi kvleviTi saavadmyofo iyo, – Sen sad dadixar? – sabavSvoSi, – imaze dabali xmiT vTqvi, vidre movelodi. Tavi damiqnia. saubari dasasruls uaxlovdeboda. – kargi,… – vTqvi da safexurebisken gavixede, romelsac `iesos gulidan~ gavyavdiT. Jangbadis balonis sazidi davZari da kibisken wavedi. gverdiT momyveboda, – albaT isev SevxvdebiT. – unda naxo. `V for Vendetta~-s vgulisxmob. – kargi, vnaxav. – ara, CemTan erTad. CemTan saxlSi. axla. SevCerdi. – TiTqmis ar gicnob, avgustus uoters. iqneb ­mkvlelic ki xar. Tavi damiqnia. – marTali xar, hezel greis. Camiara. mwvane naqsovi polodan mxrebi mouCanda, xerxemali sworad eWira, nabijebs odnav marjvniv uqcev- 22 -


da. mivxvdi – xelovnuri fexi unda hqonoda. osteosarkomisgan gasaTavisufleblad sxeulis nawilis daTmoba uwevT. mogvianebiT daavadebam SesaZloa kidev moiTxovos msxverplad sxva organos gaReba. maRla avyevi. miWirda, aseTi filtvebis patronis­ Tvis kibeze asvla advili araa. `iesos gulidan~ avtosadgomze gavediT, gazafxulis saSineli dRe idga, SuadRis mze autaneli iyo. deda jer ar mosuliyo. gamikvirda, yovelTvis gareT meloda. mimovixede, davinaxe isaaks maRali, xuWuW­ Tmiani qera gogona qvis kedelze mieyudebina da uxeSad kocnida. imdenad axlos idgnen, maTi tuCebis xmac ki mesmoda. mere isic gavige, gogonam uTxra yovelTviso, da isaakmac, yovelTviso, upasuxa. – ho, saqveynod trfialis didi moyvarulebi arian, – CaiCurCula avgustusma. – `yovelTvis~ raRas niSnavs? – maTi xmebi gaZlierda. – magaTi simboloa. erTmaneTi, yvelafris miuxedavad, yovelTvis eyvarebaT. Cemi varaudiT, bolo wlis ganmavlobaSi eg sityva erTmaneTs 4 milionjer mainc daumesijes. ramdenime manqana movida, maikli da elisi waiyvanes. axla mxolod me da avgustusi davrCiT, isaaksa da monikas vuyurebdiT, romlebic ise ganagrZobdnen bRlarZuns, sul ar adardebdaT, taZris kedlebs rom miyrdnobodnen. isaaki maisuris zemodan xeliT ZuZuze exeboda monikas, xelisguliT awveboda, TiTebs ki amoZravebda. netav, sasiamovno Tu iyo. ara mgonia. isaaki male dabrmavdeboda, amitom mivuteve. grZnobebi SimSilobis drosac ki marTaven nadims. - 23 -


– warmoidgine, saavadmyofoSi bolojer rom midi­ xar... bolojer atareb manqanas... – ganwyobas mifuWeb, hezel greis. me am axalgaz­ rduli siyvarulis brwyinvalebas vikvlev. – me mgoni, ZuZus stkens. – ver gaigeb, mis aRgznebas cdilobs, Tu masaJs ukeTebs. avgustus uotersma am dros jibidan sigaretis kolofi amoiRo da erTi Reri pirSi Caido. – ase, ara? Tavi magari ggonia? RmerTo Cemo, yvelaferi gaafuWe amiT! – ra yvelaferi? – sigareti aunTeblad edo. – is yvelaferi, roca biWze ver ityvi mimzidveli da ganaTlebuli araao, an ar msiamovnebs misi mzerao! Tan msaxiobs rom madarebs da mTavazobs films erTad vuyuroT! hamartia Tavs yovelTvis iCens! o, RmerTo, kibo gqonda, wyeuli kibo, Sen ki fuls imaSi ixdi, kiboTi daavadebis riski gazardo! o, RmerTo! ginda giTxra, rogoria roca veRar sunTqav? saSinlad imedgacru­ ebuli var. saSinlad! – hamartia? – sigareti isev pirSi edo. – fataluri Secdoma, – avuxseni da zurgi vaqcie. manqanis moaxloebis xma gaisma. deda iyo. mgoni eloda, megobrebs rodis gaviCendi. erTdroulad brazsa da imedgacruebas vgrZnobdi. arc ki vici, es mozRvavebuli emocia sinamdvileSi ra iyo, mindoda avgustus uotersisTvis sila gamewna da Cemi filtvebi normaluri filtvebiT Semecvala. kedebiT videqi trotuaris kideze, Jangbadis balonis sazidi meWira xeliT. - 24 -


swored im dros, roca dedam manqana gaaCera, vigrZeni,­rogor CamWida xeli. xeli gaviTavisufle, magram misken mivtrialdi. – Tu ar aanTeb, ar gklavs. arasdros vanTeb. es metaforaa: mkvlelobis iaraRs pirSi ideb, magram ar aZlev imis saSualebas, mogklas. – metaforaa, ara? deda zozinebda. – metaforaa. – Sen sakuTar qcevebs metaforul rezonansze dayrdnobiT irCev…... – ho, asea, – suleliviT gulRiad iRimoda, – me metaforis mjera, hezel greis. manqanisken Sevtrialdi. fanjaraze mivakakune. Camos­ wia mina. – avgustus uotersTan erTad kinoSi mivdivar. gTxov, ANTM-is maraTonis Semdegi epizodebi Camiwero….

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