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You Are Everywhere My being floats Between the real and unreal A constant wish to be true To both worlds My true being Resides eternally In a dreamworld The wish to be enveloped In the embrace of My eternal true love Bringing with me The fantasy Of my own True Love Into my real world I come out of my dream I enter my mortal self Carrying you in my heart Everywhere you are there You are everywhere Whenever I need you I need not be lonely Yanti B. Sugarda


Evening Glow End of the day Trickle of tears swept away Soft strokes of the fingers Lingering on lashes of silky gray End of the day Keeping the tears at bay Clinging to hopes of love Existing in a land far away End of the day Wistful longings come to stay Dwelling in deep crevices Where sweet memories lay End of the day Hopes not to end in dismay Peace brought forth to reign Vivid dreams in full array

Yanti B. Sugarda


My Flower Dream If I could leave this world If I could dream I would be in a land Where angels and flowers dwell My true love by my side Holding my hand Walking down the path The path of everlasting love I would have searched my heart The inner sanctuary Of which deepest dimensions Heaven gave my soul to carry The lost love has transfused Into the depths of immortality The keepers of love and truth Sent such beauty to eternity Love is forever Never lost, never diminished In the misty land of angels Kept eternally unblemished Love is eternal Yanti B. Sugarda


If You Are There If your are really close, Then my spirit will be able To touch you and feel your warmth Wherever I go and whatever I do If you really feel for me, Then I can always count on you To share any joy or sadness That fills my heart If you really care for me, Then I know you will never hurt me If your are true, I will feel it If you are not true, I hope that you will tell me frankly, For I will not demand What you will not willingly offer me.

Yanti B. Sugarda


In The Middle Of The Night In the middle of the night Sleeping restlessly Dreaming dreams I should not have Wishing things I could not have The passions and longings The tenderness and sweet caresses Are there yet unreachable Something seems amiss Emptiness returns Fear grips my heart Loneliness looms Standing beside the bed I am jolted out of sleep With sudden realization

Yanti B. Sugarda


Out Of My Dream I come out of my dream I enter my mortal self Carrying you in my heart Everywhere you are there When I am afraid You are there In my darkest hours Protecting me from my fears When I am trying to sleep You embrace me Whispering words of love Sending me into my dreams You are everywhere Whenever I need you I need not be lonely You are always there for me

Yanti B. Sugarda


The Fear Of Getting Hurt Sometimes one wonders Why people Have the tendency To cover themselves in shields Of aloofness, of avoidance, Of disinterest, of forced vivacity Of pretentiousness Are there wounds Along the path of life That have not yet healed? Are there remembered unpleasantnesses That should not be allowed To reoccur ? Yes, we meet A lot of fearful people The victims of past pains I would like to open These shields It is not going to hurt Because I would like to be A FRIEND

Yanti B. Sugarda


The Land Of Lost Love In the land of the spheres Where mists and vapours flow Layers upon layers Of spiritual lights aglow The lights of love angels Crisscrossing among the halos Swift wings in every direction Releasing cupid's arrows The flash of longing Calls beyond the misty waves In vain calling out To search for the love knaves The loss of love Lamented in despair The broken pieces recaptured Time and space cannot repair

Yanti B. Sugarda


When The Unreal Becomes Real When the virtual illusions Enter reality When daydreams Become vivid tangibles When fantasies Become too real There is no more sanctuary The unreal has brushed The real The unreal has burned The real The unreal has impinged Upon the real Where is one to flee? Dreams have changed Taking on a tangible shape Driven by force and passion Untrue to the dream I am unwary I am the victim Of my own dreams And fantasies What message

Yanti B. Sugarda


Look Into Me Before you look at me Please look into me Appearances belie the soul Appearances don't show my weeping heart My appearance Is what other people see My surface self My superficial self I cannot see myself I see what others tell me How I look Prevents people From seeing me The real me Tell me What do you see Can you not feel my soul, ever?

Yanti B. Sugarda


Deep Night Musing In the middle of the night I sit awake in subdued light Wishing with all my might To once again be able to write From the depths of my heart It was an awakening sensation To find a caring companion Entering into my lonely dominion Promising to reach a union Of two souls lost by separation But in this empty surrounding As I muse among those sleeping Fearing my dreams are disappearing Into a deep pit of longing Beyond the reaches of understanding I feel the need to recall The closeness we had, without a wall Union almost complete, not all Wondering what powers I must call To have the unity I seek be eternal I seek closeness and unity To make my nights be filled with serenity To let me be able to sleep in peace Yanti B. Sugarda


Evening Glow End of the day Trickle of tears swept away Soft strokes of the fingers Lingering on lashes of silky gray End of the day Keeping the tears at bay Clinging to hopes of love Existing in a land far away End of the day Wistful longings come to stay Dwelling in deep crevices Where sweet memories lay End of the day Hopes not to end in dismay Peace brought forth to reign Vivid dreams in full array

Yanti B. Sugarda


Emotions And Logic I am an emotional person. I express my emotions. Through my words, through my poems. My emotions would sometimes Be seen as irrational, Such as the concept of dream world and earth world . Yes, perhaps I tend to be irrational, But there always is a logic in my irrationality. Basically my logic is intact. I think I am a logical thinker. Emotional, sometimes irrational, But always logical.

Yanti B. Sugarda


Exploration I climb out of my shell My shell of normal reality To explore myself Who I really am What I really want Am I asleep all this time? If I am asleep, I want to know Am I awake all this time? If I am awake, I want to know What heights am I capable of? What depths can I explore? Is my present life The life for me Or is there another world Waiting for me?

Yanti B. Sugarda


Fierce Breath Of Love The surge of warmth, like a warm breeze Encompassing my senses, evaporating the chili breath of the cold winds, originating from the unmoving, stone-cold earth The warmth of you, the warmth emanating from your body, your lips, your soul, your smile, your eyes, your arms The warmth of the fire burning in your heart The frozen feelings, cold as ice Start to unfreeze, melting down in drops and trickles of molten loneliness to disappear forever into the shadows of the grey fogs Vanish forever, all coldness, darkness and dampness enemies and nightmares the winds of loneliness blown away into nothingness by the everlasting fierce breath of your enduring love

Yanti B. Sugarda


Exploration You tend to accept me And be tolerant of me and my views I am not quite sure your acceptance of me Is not some sort of compromise Repressing your own needs And submerging yourself into my wishes I believe that this kind of compromise Would be felt as obligatory in the end It would be a good reason For falling out of love. On the other extreme, I tend to be a bit harsh Always trying to find weak spots Which could harm our relationship Not believing that this love could last I tend to have misgivings About the genuineness of our relationship Despite its transformation Into my dreamworld I am ruthless in my bluntness Searching for proof Of the endurance of your love Preparing myself for the worst Not able to endure the reality Yanti B. Sugarda


Your Love And Care Your love and care Your embrace and kisses I hold dear in my heart Forever and ever I can feel the beating Of your heart on mine I can feel your warmth On my cold fingers If you hold me close And love me truly I will never feel alone I will never feel afraid Please hold me tight Stay in my dreams Please always be with me Forever

Yanti B. Sugarda


From Soul To Soul Are you reaching my soul, and finding who I really am? Are you realizing how I really feel? Souls cannot connect to each other on earth without the use of words. But words have its limitations. Direct connection between the souls should be achieved, without words. If we don't have access through words, we should be able to feel other souls without words. we should connect through our spirits. If you really feel deeply Yanti B. Sugarda


Have You Ever Thought? Have you ever thought How our souls came to be here On earth and not somewhere else? Have you ever thought How we came into being? Who, what, where we were before? Have you ever thought Why we exist here on earth Inside the human form of our existence? Have you ever thought What blood relation really is What human contacts are all about? Have you ever thought How our destiny is determined If it is determined without our help? Have you ever thought If each soul is alone independently Or is it perpetually linked with other souls? Have you ever thought If the universe is our playground Or are we stranded only on earth? Yanti B. Sugarda


The Haunting Spirit of Love and Passion by : Yanti B. Sugarda


The Haunting Spirit of Love and Passion