YEARBOOK_1985

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empty lot?

an

I

parked

at Chafee. I

parked

behind White hall. I

aside Independence. I tried the water on Upper College Hill Road, and then some frat parking lots. 1 raced toward the Quad and even considered parking on it, but my better judgement caught up with me. Instead I parked halfway up the steps that lead

parked

Ranger hall and reflected about how good life had been to me lately. Gulls circled overhead. "This is the life!" I screamed to the gulls. "This is the life!" I made my way toward the library to look for some fun. It was still open and I was surprised. I strolled between the shelves of books on the third floor and soaked myself in silence. It was absolutely incredible. I sat at a window facing the Quad and watched a small crowd gather around my Oldsmobile parked at a tilted angle atop Ranger's steps. They looked like janitorial workers from what I could see. Most of them were shaking their heads back and forth with sad expressions on their wrinkled faces. Others were simply into

gasping

for air.

I

got up and walked around the library some empty study spot after empty study spot made me

more.

Passing

want to study, anything that needed doing. So I just moved onward and daydreamed. I had trouble believing that I couldn't hear a single freshman blowing his nose, or a young jock laughing loudly to his friends. It was beautiful. Some people have to drink to feel this good, Itold myself. The magic of silence tickled my soul. It felt good. 1 practically hopped back to my car on the springs of good cheer.

but I didn't have

But before I

even

neared the black

giant,

I sensed

something

wrong. The gulls had dashed toward the ocean and the janitorial workers were chanting obscene lyrics to old folk ballads. When 1 saw

the tow truck, my heart

was

in the crowd. As the

dropped.

I didn't

see

youngest person there,

I

the cop until 1 the obvious

was

target of attention. car, son?" the policeman asked me. "Why no, sir," I replied. I was far to embarrassed to admit that a fool thing. "What kind of idiot would park like

"Your

had done such that?"

"If I find him, I'll kill him," the officer said, "It's as simple we tow it like we were yanking a bad tooth."

as

that. But first

"Good," I mumbled. "I'd bet they don't

tow

cars

in Florida."

But nobody heard me. I stumbled out with my hands in my pockets. My good holiday cheer had turned to a black oily cloud that sank from my chest where it enveloped my heart like a burial

shroud. I wandered around

campus for hours not knowing what to do. "They towed my car," I repeated to myself over and over

again. "They The

sun

towed my Olds."

set without my

ever

having noticed and a sharp chill blew from the West. Somehow my aimless wandering brought me to the Chafee parking lot where the groaning howl of the wind dragged across the deserted pavement like the ghosts of radials past. I shivered in the cold. I looked up and stared into the bright grinning face of the

moon. Looking up, cranking my neck to an absurd angle, I considered the moon. same moon all my friends in Florida are looking at at this very moment, I

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