A SPECIAL EDITION OF THE SHEPHERDS WITHOUT BORDERS LIGHTHOUSE BUGLE MAGAZINE !!! MAY 1, 2012

While in his unconscious state he suffered severe seizures. He was diagnosed with meningitis. He was given a spinal tap which left him looking deformed, and each time I would visit him just the sight of him I would cry uncontrollably. Abba Father reminded me of how my beloved husband would say to me...." Margaret. Pray " ! Back then I did not know how to pray and cried helplessly. I am so thankful he prayed. Abba Father was showing me there is a difference between just crying and crying in travail. He revealed that I was actually petitioning for my beloved ! Today as I am writing about this my beloved is out of the hospital, and I believe he is healed in the name of Jesus! You too have come this far by faith. Yet in your marriage you are suffering many things. You have been faithful and obedient to Abba Father.

You have prayed and you have fasted. Yet your spouse is so selfish and demanding. You may have reached your breaking point, and feel like walking away. To make matters worse Jezebel is always showing up throwing her jeers.

You are wondering "Dear God, how long are you going to allow these things to continue " ? STOP ! Do not give up on your spouse ! Do not cuss out Jezebel ! Pause for a moment ! Take a deep breath. Breathe in...Now breathe out ! Pause and calmly think about this. When my husband grew suddenly ill as I was weeping in travail. There were moments that I could not understand what Abba Father was doing...things looked grim, and if I didn't surrender my will and emotions to Him, I would not have survived it. So it is in your marriage, what you are going through is too devastating...It is too heavy for you alone to bear it. Allow the comforting words of Abba Father to comfort and put you back on track. When I was awakened at 1:30 am hearing Abba Father speaking so comforting to me...." You have come this far by faith brought this interpretation. Stop crying Margaret. I have brought you this far by faith. That is the difference right there. Abba Father is aware of all your spouse and Jezebel is doing to you, and He has brought you this far by faith.

Salvation, Healing, Restoration, Deliverance, and Restitution is yours. Are you ready for this ? Abba Father is testing your love walk ! Love walk ? Yes. Your love walk. In spite all that was and is being done to you. Abba Father is waiting for you to pass the love walk test. Displaying His love to your spouse and to Jezebel ! You have come this far by faith. Begin and for those of you who are doing this already continue to display the love of Jesus to your spouse especially during these difficult times. If you have moved out of your bedroom.

Please return. Start if you are not doing so already washing and cooking again for your spouse. Husbands and wives speak kind words to each other.

Surprise one another by greasing each other scalp and then give each other a massage. Do this often . Then wives.